
Some things are so permanent and prolonged in your life, you don’t know how to talk about them. When someone asks me about my relationship, I don’t know what to say.
It’s such an everyday thing for me, that I never think about it, how to put it to words.
Although I feel a lot of things, I still don’t know what I feel. It’s like the weird kind of question where someone asks you, how do you feel about breathing.
You do it everyday, all the time, but you don’t know how you feel about it. You know that if it’s not there, you probably won’t be alive. But it’s just there. I don’t know what to say how I feel about breathing.
So my feeling about this relationship is probably as intense as something so permanent as taking breath. If you ask me to put it to words, I don’t know how to say it.
I know I tend to wander off. I want to do everything and eat everything and see everything and Zak is the one who stands for me and waits for me to come back to him. And it happens every time in the journey of life. I’m the one who wanders around and Zak is the one who’s constant pillar who’s always standing for me. And he knows I’ll come back to him. I just want to say to him that in the future if i tend to wander off for too long, don’t wait for me in one place, come looking for me, you’ll find me somewhere random wandering, cause there is no body else for me, other than you.
— Shubhi during her interview, hours before the wedding.
Some things in life are only to experience. Not to write or say or sing songs about. It’s just one thing that you can only experience. And i hope that everyone, a lot of other people also get to experience this beautiful experience where you fall in love with someone and eventually spend the rest of your life with them.
